About me
Thanks for reminding me why i don't trust a man. I thought the anger would fade after a while but no, I'm still as disgusted with you as I was the morning I threw your lying ass out. Hope you end up miserable and alone. It's what you deserve. It's one thing to leave me with the financial burden, but all the other bullshit is getting to be too much. Yeah I can mow my own grass and clean my own gutters, the occasional spider...but it's the emotional shit that gets to me. You know what I've been through. You swore not to do the same as those before you. Congrats...you did worse. The other idiots had no idea...but you knew it all and STILL hurt me. It took me months to trust you in the beginning. My mistake was taking you back the first time you lied. When you looked me in the eyes and cried hoping I'd believe you I took a chance. Over the years you repeatedly fucked up and like an idiot I kept taking you back, hoping you'd mature and change. My mistake. Yeah you were there for some things, but your ruined all those memories. I've never had anyone to hold my hand in life...you were supposed to be the one to do that. Thank God I didn't say yes when you proposed. That marriage would have been based on a lie too. You say you never lied to anyone else...just me..as if I deserved it or something. No asshole I didn't. No one does. If you're not man enough to check yourself and realize your mistakes, you'll never change. The whore you're with now will see your true colors just like I did. Unfortunately I didn't choose to end this earlier. I tried to keep it going, hoping you'd see the light. You know what's fucked up? Part of me wishes you were still here. No one knew me like you did...and no one ever will. That emotional wall will forever stay up. I'm not dumb enough to let it down for anyone again. I've been told anger is a wasted emotion and it probably is. But it's all I can feel towards you besides hatred...something that I never felt towards anyone in my life. How could you live in my house and talk to someone else the way you used to talk to me? Sleep next to me and sneak off in the other room and text her. You'll never amount to anything. You'll live with your parents as long as they let you. Why wouldn't you? No rent, no responsibilities. Good luck with that. No respectable woman would put up with a man your age sponging off his parents. I thought I had taught you better. For God's sake I had to teach you how to drive. I was there for you when your grandmother died. It was obviously a very emotional time for you. I lost both of mine in the last 6 months. Guess who was there for me? No one. That's OK though. I've been through worse. I knew how to stand on my own two feet before you and will continue to do it after you. And unlike most people I don't need a bottle of or a drink to do it. Just wanted you to know that even though my heart is broken in a million pieces I will become even stronger because of you. I know I'm a good woman and I deserve better than you . Good bye M --N. I search real swingers.
Easy going and non rushed servise. I am very adventurous, open minded and naughty :) Intelligent and cultivated lady. In society I am the perfect elegant lady, in private I love to live out erotic fantasies. That said, I am a classy sophisticated lady, happy to take the lead if you are shy and will put you at ease. You will feel that we've known each other for a long time! It is my aim to please and make sure you are happy and VERY SATISFIED ;). Im 28, a mom of three and a divorcee. I spend most of my time doing for them. I am mainly looking for a friend that may turn into more. I like to spend time with family. I dont party or go to clubs. Im the nicest person you will ever meet, but dont think that you can get over on me. I dont take any mess. Im not going to bite my tongue and Im not going to second guess myself just to make you happy. im honest and loyal. If you are honest with me, I will be honest with you. If you want to know anything else, just ask.. You might want to review these searches, as they may be released to the person you are trying to contact. I will help to experience a crazy and a passionate ecstasy.
Hobbies/interests
Austria
